Winter

Although I always say I am fearful of falling in love and getting my heart broken I always miss the simple things that come with a relationship, I always think of what's going to happen at the end of each relationship before it has barely started and I think that's what ruins it, I get too scared and I mess things up. Winter is such a lonely season, it is so cold and boring! You need someone to sit in with and drink tea and watch crappy day time television and your favourite films over and over again, although I enjoy getting into bed and watching a film while I'm so warm yet it is so cold outside, you feel so smug like you've beaten the cold, but this is always better with someone else, it seems so sad that I can't enjoy myself alone, although I love switching off the world, I also like turning things off with someone else and it's always nice to have someone to talk to about anything. I have to admit I do miss everything that isn't materialistic these days or Facebook orientated! I mean it's so sad how our lives revolve around this thing we open on our Internet browsers, we rely so much on Facebook that without it most people would be lost, they wouldn't even think to use their home phones to arrange to meet.